Here without you

Distant relationships are always hard.Especially when the odds are against you.When there's no chance of getting back.I love this girl.She means everything to me.It's the first time I've ever loved someone.And I'm gonna lose her.I feel like destroying something beautiful.There's nothing that matters without her.I can't take losing her.I can't go on without her.She is my supergirl.She understands me completely.She loves me for what i am.She knows my crazy brain,my paranoid thoughts,my fears,my dreams and she loves me for that.If i lose her,i need to destroy myself in order to go on without her.I will need to change me.But i can't.Locke doesn't change.Locke never changes.It's the only time i've loved someone.There won't be another like her.No-one will hold me like her.No-one will kiss me like her.No-one will make love with me like her.I'm done for.If we end it,i will destroy myself.I will recreate him.I'm gonna be miserable.This is my life.And it's ending.One minute at a time.