First dance

I was 15 i think and i had this big crash on this girl since 10 years old.Our first dance was on her birthday party after everyone else left.We dance on that song and after that we were just looking at each other.Then i left.I was sick about her until i was 18, when i finally told her what i felt and of course she rejected me.That's alright i learned a lot of things through this experience.I FELT a lot of things.Here i am now, 4 years later in the same city as her but i havent seen her for 2 years i think...I'm with another girl and i'm very happy but memories are memories and they should stay there.Right?

Behavior and Disrespect

Lets just say you are working at an office.And you are too casual with someone.Does it mean you disrespect him?Or that you are just a bit friendly towards that person.Cause i am friendly to someone at work who is older than me and suddenly out of the blue this guy from the office comes up and says"Why are you so casual?Do you know him for a long time?You thnk you are cool when you are casual with him?" i shut my mouth and didnt say a thingand let his ego get his satisfaction.This happened yesterday.Today i surpassed my acting skills and apologized to the asshole for being casual with the other guy.My onclusion is:when no-one respects you,you are waiting for the chance to cause a problem.Lack of respect is a serious disadvantage many ppl have cause of their character.Nevermind just fuck those guys and move on.On the other side if you are the one that no-one respects i got the solution for you:give them a very good reason to disrespect you.Make them hate you.Make them wanting to avoid you.If you see that they disrespect you without knowing you then why not give them a reason to disrespect you?Thats what i do and i keep a healthy ego.Cause all your mind wants is a reason why things are happening.And if you cant understand the reason why some things are happening to you,then go and give them yourself a reason so that your brain gets bac to reasonable thinking.Thats all folks.Give things a reason and keep your ego healthy ;)

Intelligence and IQ

There comes a time in the life of every man that realizes he is stupid.When we were at school our brain was performing at its top capabilities.You had math exercises back then that kept your brain warm.When you turn 25 years old you start getting stupid.You have no math excercises,no homework,no sparkle in your eye.All you have then is a work or a hard university to finish and a bunch of obligations to fulfill.So in order to catch up with everyday routine and prevent it from making yo dumb you can always try and catch bottom.Live your life on the edge.Try to strain your brain and get into dangerous situations,into awkward situations that will need something more than the usual to be dealt with.It's about time you grew some balls and raise one level above all others.Think outside the box.I am.I actually have no idea where the fucking box is.

Name day

It was my christian name day last night.A lot of people called to wish me the best,but my dad didn't.I'm not saying he forgot me I'm just saying he didn't called.He must have been really busy.You see he is a very important person in my country,and well known by the cops and the government and his stories have become urban legends.He has arrested 3 guys with guns only by himself once!The other time he destroyed a whole baby selling ring.One other time he destroyed a whole thieves group by simply crashing their car and made them get out of their lair to see what moron bumped a parked car.This guy is a hero.And I will never be able to even do the half of what he has achieved.Now he is on a mission again.That's why he wasn't able to call me.I'm sure he will tell me another amazing story when i hear from him again.

Everybody's changing

It seems that nothing stays the same.This world isn't the one we had heard from our fairytales.Everyone is acting to their personal interests,like money, sex, respect, friends,career,power or whatever satisfies your twisted needs.We were born with the curse of being human.That means we are slaves to our needs.We cannot overcome them.We cannot ignore our so precious needs.So when the time comes,we change ourselves to match our needs with other,more approachable.Well i have some news for you pricks.I ain't changing.I'm the same old me.I'm that tiny little rock you step on when you are barefoot on the beach.I'm the wet surface on the turn when you run with your car.I will not change.Old school Locke.

Meaningless post

I awoke for more than 30 right now.I'm exhausted.I can barely breathe.I can barely think.That's why I'm writing this post,so that you will see and feel me when I'm talking crazy.I can't go to sleep right now cause I've got one more hour of work.At my job,you don't have time to be tired.That's what dad always page.I'm doing the same job with him by the way.I think I'm falling asleep...Fuck sake!Just one more fucking hour!One more...

Such a huge ego...

I have such a big ego.I want everyone to care about me and love me and pray to me like a god.I am the best among other mortals.I am the thing that fills the gap between brilliance and insanity.I am the 6 when you are 5.LOL